today is 24th of dec., 2013, guess what i'm not the hardest guy, i'm the one who has been told" i'll compensate you, but later not now"
it was like a real shit thrown directly at my face, i mean after all that time i realized that i'm the second person. i'll always be. i'll always be.
i will always be the " plan B" option. it destroyed me at the moment but who knows where's the best option
man always has to practice to get tougher and harder, that's life, and i have to get along with it, whether i like or not.
BUT i don't have to let all of this shit be my first thing at all, i know i can't change it but at least i don't have to play that game, i don't have to be disappointed and unsatisfied just to be the cute one.
fuck all the fucking regulations.
from now on i'll make my own dreams real, i won't wait for any who to compromise that shitty life for me
i'll do it my way as i'm not "plan B" for myself.
i deserve to take back what i'm spending from my soul and my dreams
i'm my best option and i'm my best supporter
i shouldn't wait until i lose it all
get what i want at the same moment i need it is clearly better than be compensated later in a stinky pity way
. that's the whole fucking story
i will be more loyal to my dreams and myself, i deserve it more than others
it was like a real shit thrown directly at my face, i mean after all that time i realized that i'm the second person. i'll always be. i'll always be.
i will always be the " plan B" option. it destroyed me at the moment but who knows where's the best option
man always has to practice to get tougher and harder, that's life, and i have to get along with it, whether i like or not.
BUT i don't have to let all of this shit be my first thing at all, i know i can't change it but at least i don't have to play that game, i don't have to be disappointed and unsatisfied just to be the cute one.
fuck all the fucking regulations.
from now on i'll make my own dreams real, i won't wait for any who to compromise that shitty life for me
i'll do it my way as i'm not "plan B" for myself.
i deserve to take back what i'm spending from my soul and my dreams
i'm my best option and i'm my best supporter
i shouldn't wait until i lose it all
get what i want at the same moment i need it is clearly better than be compensated later in a stinky pity way
. that's the whole fucking story
i will be more loyal to my dreams and myself, i deserve it more than others
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